i need to i want to

i need to blog ..i need to blog...mmm..ya long time...my little space on the net was kinda calling me..dude what have you been upto? how cat prep goin on? what do you do in your room all the time dude??? the light is on but you dont answer the door? seem sleepy all the time! whats wrong with you ...hehe ..thts what i said b4 its the first thing you will notice about me when you see me....something is wrong anout me..something...i dunno what ...wish i knew...so whats up? cat prep? ...ya ,but slow...aint got much time left dude... young ppl started prep for next year...
but i have this super surge to blog ...just blurt out but this one is way too different than others i hav written ..hope noone reads it(you loser! installed sitemeter na?) ..myself wont read this one over again and wont edit this one...no way...what the fuck is this...net in the room is horrible ..so i take this walk to ipc to write this mundane nonsensical crap ..at the risk of being seen by the dorky project prof..so i make very careful moves in ipc and duck in my seat in the farthest corner here..what a sad little life you are leading poor man... its suffocating ..in ipc ..sometimes in life ..whoa! i am babbling bigtime...WHAT DO YOU WANNA DO????
so since i am doing this i wanna contemplate on hazaar issues they pass by me everyday all the time...some of them sort of fry my cerebrum sometimes..i get furious then....box of chocolates seems very bitter and i hate myself....get rid of it nikhilesh ...lets talk about something else why do you wanna dig out that let it be..talk of the splendid spirit that lifts you and propels you!....why do you sound cynical?...ok ok...guss that..hmmm..ok this is nice....i am listening to you ,but i dont wanna listen to that kinda stuff...i support you dude...but stop that shit!...i mean what is this all about? ignoring the grey areas and masterig the shining,pure,beautiful....its just mathematical improvisation on the single area...ok now i sound like i am making an excuse but i am not ...so you just choose to ignore somethings..i know they come back at you big time before you know it...sooner or later..and you just dont know what the fuck hit you and you think you were perfect ..and life was perfect ...but none were made perfect...neither was i...ok i am losing it..where did i start?....
sigh....
i am running out of things i wanna eat...at redi at anc ..no..dinn go to the ic this sem..i am just sick of wishing profs so i keep outta there..i reach munna ji ki redi n tht guy n me stare each other until he has to ask "kya khilaoon?" ...sam chat once again without dahi without sauce only nimbu and the hari chutni ...and then the rose milk..20 bucks ...its too much yaar..and its after the breakfast ..whats wrong with you ...psentisemites off to the anc..for hours on end...i want my accout back!!!!!...i dinn abuse you back then mr. rajaraman,but its been really really long time since i survived without prithvi and i feel like abusing you now really from my guts...ohh screw prithvi ..we got new server..but i cant use it!AAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!

Dear friends,due to psycho-social and academic reasons i have not been able to blog for some time.I still am reluctant to spend more time here,please make peace with just the pointers,maybe i will extrapolate on this later,maybe i wont.....or maybe i am just on a new major FRIENDS high right now...

Chandler: Well, I heard that you were thinking about asking Phoebe to move in with you and I thought maybe, we should have a talk. Man to ....well, me.
Gary: Sure. Okay.
Chandler: Uh, are you crazy? Are you insane? If you live with Phoebe, you two are gonna be y'know, live-living together!
Gary: Yeah, I-I considered that. I just know it would make me happy.
Chandler: You mean scared.
Gary: No, I mean happy.
Chandler: Scared- Happy?
Gary: Chandler, what-what are you doing?
Chandler: I am trying to open your eyes, my man! Don't you see, if you lived with Phoebe she's always gonna be there. You're gonna get home, she's there. You go to bed, she's there. You wake up and oh yes, she's there!
Gary: I know! I can't wait!
Chandler: Were you're parents happy, or something?

I believe your parents did the best thing they knew how to do.

-Affirmation,Savage Garden.